Saturday, June 4, 2022

The essence of Gita - clear the coppice and underwood first to create a garden of beautiful flowers...





The essence of the Gita - you cannot create a garden of beautiful flowers without clearing the coppice and underwood...

I again repeat that Gita should be taught only at that time frame of a person’s life when he is at the peak of his energy - and he can move a mountain with that energy. At that time, the philosophy of Gita is like - if you want to do good for humanity, you will surely face difficulties, but have an uncluttered mind to destroy that blockage from your path to create a  kingdom of Dharm or #truth. So, even to utilize your creative power, you will have to utilize your destructive and killing power to clear the swamp from society. Otherwise, you cannot create something good in a place full of garbage. Or, otherwise, whatever you create with your positive creative power, will ultimately be thrown in the dustbin by those scrupulous yet powerful scoundrels of the society and your good creative power will also have absolutely no values afterward.


So, to utilize your positive creativity to its fullest potential, utilize your killing spirit to clean society.


The basic idea of #dharm or #truth


There is no middle path


To live happily even inside our home to showcase our talent, our positive side, we must first kill the poisonous snake residing inside the home.


So, lord Krishna never advised Arjun to compromise, to mourn, and then to put down his Gandib and approach Dronacharya and start sweet talks to establish #truth


His advice was just to kill all of those people who are against the establishment of #truth


For that, even sometimes, He Himself had to detour from His own path and wear a little bit of cunning behavior which is just opposite to a powerful #godlike person of His stature. But He never shied away from that. Because he developed an uncluttered mind about what is #dharm and what is #truth and He was ready to do everything, even if that means a few tricks, to establish that.


A bigger purpose of life - establishing #truth


There was no other possible way.


You can create a garden of beautiful flowers suitable for the good universe only after clearing the underwood and coppice.


#Enjoy



Here we go...

कृष्ण की चेतावनी - the clarion call to wake up the Hindus of #bharat - wake up - open your eyes - experience the Viswaroop





Wake up... my Hindu brothers and sisters... You have been in servile mode for far too long...

Now... please wake up 
and 
reclaim #whoyouare

My awakening happened through a spiritual journey.

Enjoy



#JaiHind

Tuesday, May 31, 2022

In the search of our #fatherofnation...

 


Recently #lordshiva became very thoughtful about the people of #bharat. 


He was confused that usually, people of #bharat call Him their "baba', 


now they have started calling another person #fatherofnation. 


But as #He is out of any Moh, Maya, it did not bother him at all, but it forced Him to think about a real interview to decide about the validity of this claim. So He asked all the real sages, kings, fighters, philosophers, and all-powerful and influential people of #bharat starting from the period of #ramayana till 1947 to submit their resumes and fix a competition to decide upon it. 


All people like #lordrama, #krishna, #bhisma, #hanuman, #arjun, #karna, #chandraguptamourya, #ranapratap, #shibaji, #vivekananda, #netaji, and many others (sorry I was never given an iota of knowledge of those people in my school) along with the current #fatherofnation submitted their resume. Everyone else's resume was full of great achievements, and mind-boggling creativities which showed they were really history-setter of #bharat except the current #fatherofnation. 


Our current father of the nation gave only two skills that he used to seek the #truth 

- by controlling his #testosterone in a specific way and he wrote about the detailed methodology.

- by adopting #ahimsa and he explained how he used it


#lordshiva got confused. 


He asked the #fatherofnation to prove why he thought that it might be considered a skill. 


Lordshiva said that maybe the first skill set is about your thoughts and it has nothing to do with either #seek or #truth. He continued the difference between the way #lordhanuman thought of maintaining His chastity throughout His life as He never bothered to think about this physical aspect of human nature in His life, and that's how He overcame that. In His case, he hardly spent any time thinking about it.

But what you do, is that you continuously think about it - throughout the night - by lying naked along with naked ladies and trying to check every moment if your stick is getting erected or not. 

This has nothing to do with your mindpower - this is just another form of impotency - where the absence of natural physical behavior is considered a strength. This is sheer stupidity. 

Weakness of a man. 

An absolute womanly behavior of an adult man.

Huh!!! 

The second skill set is just nothing but #weakness and not a #strength. 

Lord Shiva explained,” a powerful king like #ashoka adopting #ahimsa and a feeble person like you adopting #ahimsa is different.



He continued… whatever you thought about your strength, maybe your enemies, the #britishers,  thought about it as your confusion and used it to their advantage. to confuse people of #bharat. Yours is just the opposite of the basic instinct of #survivalskills”


But as the current #fatherofnation studied law, he argued that everyone should be tested according to his skills and he cited the greatest fable of fish, rabbit, elephant, and squirrel being tested against only one skill - if they can climb up on a tree. 


Because #lordshiva believes in #equality, He said to the #fatherofnation, "Okay, let me put all of the contestants in the test of #testosterone as the first level of the competition." 

#rambha, #urvashi, and all other #apsaras were called to challenge the participants. 


On the day of the competition... 


Now the #real #challange


Alas! All of the other competitors have qualified very gracefully except #fatherofnation. 



#urvashi made him fail within a few seconds and he was disqualified in the first round. After that many other levels of tests happened among the real #fathers of #bharat but let us stop the discussion here. We will have to wait for a real #author to narrate it.


#lordshiva will very soon announce the result of the competition in #kedarnathtemple. please visit #Him

Read ON... the camouflage that is called the #fatherofnation. the lies that tell us it was the charkha that brought us freedom.

Am I the only one who thinks like this?

No... there are many people on this universe who think the same way of Gandhiji as me.

Indian-born British writer Nirad C. Chaudhuri thinks

"Gandhi is the most successful fraud on earth,"

Wake up... Humans of Bharat...

People of Bharat - you will be surprised to know the peculiarity in the behaviors of the so-called Father Of Nation - 

All are documented in the newspaper...

Just open your eyes and mind - accept the truth and enjoy the process of salvation

But for salvation - our mind must be enabled to accept #Truth and nothing else

Here we go - some of the newspaper clippings before freedom...






And here we go - the letter of Compensation for Gandhiji by the then-British govt. - Rs. 100 per month in 1930.

Undoubtedly, Gandhiji was a mole placed by the Brits to weaken the Indian freedom struggle.

#HumansofBharat - can you now understand the nasty game plan of the Brits and Gandhi ji.



#Wakeup... the Humans of Bharat...

We don't have any more time - the Time is NOW...

Let's lift the veil to be truthful to our conscience.

Truth must win...

Watch...



Enjoy the poem written and recited by my wife Reema

Zameer... Conscience...


Humans of Bharat... please wake up and choose your Guru wisely...



People came to know about the true nature of Gandhiji even before 1947. Here's a cartoon published in 1945.


"It costs a lot of money to keep this man in poverty..."






Read.... Read....


Friday, May 27, 2022

Sabkuch Dikhta Nahin Hain...

Remember the old DD advertisement - 

Sabkuch Dikhta Hay...




But in reality...

Sabkuch dikhta nahin hain.

Sabkuch koyi dikhata bhi nahi hain...

Ye sare dekhne aur dikhane ke bahar bhi ek duniya hain...



Woh hain...

Under the dark sky, gazing at the stars above your head, sitting absolutely bare-body, and trying to deep dive into the search of #whoami

The reality is... not everything is visible to outsiders.

the grief, the tears, the pain, the loneliness, the urge to see your child stand on his/her own feet, the urge to keep your close family members out of any trouble, the urge to roar "I got your back" is REAL and are meant to be savored alone, on the rooftop at pretty early morning.

This is LIFE.

CRY alone and only in front of your close FAMILY MEMBERS and very close FRIENDS...

but show ONLY your face of VALOR, CONFIDENCE to the OUTSIDE...


because #empathy is very expensive - and not available easily to everyone.

What is very obvious to the outside world may not be the correct version of a human soul

Hence, don't behave like a #bot to think while watching the smiling adorable face of an air hostess serving hot tea in the early winter morning

That she is probably the happiest lady at that moment...

If you spend a little time with her delving into the inner soul, you may find one of the saddest souls in the universe was probably the same lady

This is #reality

Only a good friend can know at least most of the parts of your life...

But I am sure there will be some of the other darkest sides of your life, which will be burnt along with you on your pyre...

#reality bites.

Sabkuch dikhta nahi hai

Not everything is visible outside...



Sabkuch dikhta nahi hai

Human of the UNIVERSE

Try to join the invisible dots

Or else...

Dhundhte rahey jaoge...



Now, the humans of the UNIVERSE - listen carefully to what the inventor of the mRNA vaccines has to say to you as an advice 

Don't comply with the order of the globalists of #Davos

Take informed decision

Protect your children



Humans of UNIVERSE.... please wake up and awaken others...

The time is NOW...




In the context of Bharat.... come on guys... wake up and awaken others...

Reclaim your true identity...


I am a strong believer in TRUTH... Let's unleash the TRUTH.... It will defend itself.

Watch.... We are winning...


Wake up... Humans of the Universe... Join the dots... Sabkuch dikhta nahi hain... Not everything is visible...


I think at last Humans of the Universe are getting to know the TRUTH..

Watch... the rabbit hole of USAID...

People of Bharat must be thankful to Elon Musk for dismantling USAID...

Watch...



People of Bharat... Wake up...
No more dilly dally please.
The TIME IS NOW...

Jai Hind...
Jai Bharat...

Fatherhood - a great gift from #lordshiva

 Fatherhood - a lifetime chance to deep dive into myself to know #whoami





A deep conversation between me and my son on last year's Father’s Day…


Me: Son, you are now 10 years old. In 2-3 years’ time, there will be many changes in your physiology. One change will be that your Kutu (penis) will sometimes get erected and you will feel like fondling it. Don’t worry. This is a very normal way of growing up.
Son: Baba, what will I do then?

Me: Lord Shiva will guide your brain and he will tell you to fondle it. It will come naturally to it. Don’t be afraid. It’s not anything wrong. Nobody will scold you.
Son: Baba, I am afraid. What will happen then?

Baba: After some time a jelly-like liquid will come out from your Kutu and then you will feel normal. When the liquid is about to come out of your Kutu, you will feel very satisfied physically and will be excited.
Son: Baba what is this liquid all about?

Me: That liquid, in the future, if used properly will help you to become a Dad. It’s very precious.
Son: So will I have to store it somewhere?

Me: No my dear. It will be produced regularly in your body and for the time being, you will have to wash it away. Then when you will grow up, if you and your wife use that liquid properly, you two will become parents
Me: Remember, your Kutu is one of the most valuable organs of your body. It is a very sacred part of your body. Have you seen Shiva Linga? That is the kutu of Lord Shiva. Why do we worship it? Because that’s the origin of ourselves. Without Shiva Linga, human beings would not have come to this universe. It’s the source of Origin. And that’s why it is said that we are all parts of Lord Shiva. Similar to the Shiva Linga, your Kutu is also very precious and sacred to you. You should never make it unconsecrated or dirty.

Son: Baba, how can it be dirty?
Me: If you use your Kutu with anyone else except your wife, your Kutu will become dirty. Not only your Kutu, but your whole life will also become unholy. So preserve your Kutu properly.

Son: Is this only true for boys?
Me: No son, every girl and boy has to become a woman and man respectively one day. And for boys, this is the process. Girls become women through a process called Chumming. Probably you will learn about this process someday from your Mamma. But always remember, whenever Lord Shiva guides you to fondle your Kutu, don’t be afraid, shocked, or ashamed. Remember, that day your process of Manhood will start.


After that, we discussed many aspects of life. But as I had a training schedule, I could not journal it at that time. Let me try to recollect it today.


The #humansoul hidden inside #fleshandbone


Me: Betu, when you become an adult, because of your physical need, sometimes you may feel like visiting a lady who will give this “holy service” - not for her own but for your well-being - both body and mind. Although there is no need for such physical affairs these days, you can calm down your body and mind, if you wish, by opening your laptop.

But in case, suppose, in the future, you need to visit such a holy lady to calm yourself down. Before starting the activity, at least take a few minutes of time to have a chat with her from your soul. Ask her, maybe like, why she really chose this profession - out of joy or out of poverty or out of need or anything that may arise in your mind at that moment. And let her open her soul, speak out her mind. You may learn some of the deepest lessons about human behavior and society from her if you analyze her answers while sitting alone in silence.

For example, you may hear from her that after the act, whatever money she will receive from you, she will dress up, clean herself up and then visit the nearest medical shop to purchase some of the essential medicines for her son or dad or mother or sometimes, maybe husband. After hearing such a story, you may not find the urge to do the act for which you went to her and rather will hand over the money maybe with a little more as a goodwill gesture and hug her and come back and, still, after that, if you have the mental energy, you will open your laptop and calm down your body and mind.

Such is the reality beta.

Life is not fair.

This will teach you one of the biggest lessons of your life.

Never judge anybody. And never keep a standard of what is good, bad, moral, immoral, and all such societal conditions that will be thrust upon you by the so-called leaders of our society.

Always have an uncluttered mind. Always listen to your #lordshiva. He will give you the best guidance. 

Never care for anybody else in this world. Actually… Noone!!!!


You are your own #guru and #disciple and you will learn from the people around you and from the nature that #lordshiva has given - free of cost. 

Sunday, May 22, 2022

Let's discard Unity in diversity and Embrace Unity in Unison...


The Bengali version written by Tagore...

realized in the early morning...



The English translation....

You are honourably present with the halo at the blissful world.
Your majestic appearance gorgeously fills the sky,
The mortal world coiled around your adorned feet.
The Sun, Moon, the planets, stars anxiously drink and bathe
In your everlasting beam, with incredible speed.
Springs dance down the earth, what a beauty
Flowers, leaves, melodious sound add to colours.
Ever new stream of life continues to flow day and night,
Your kindness is reflected in life and death without rest.
Love-affection, kindness, respect softens the heart,
Your raining consolation cools down.
What a grand celebration all around, revere the whole world
In the carefree, omnipresent shelter, where the beauty is wealth.


Unity in diversity

matters…

however, I think, at this moment what #bharatmata needs is just the opposite - 

unity in unison 

to recreate the crescendo - the resonance of the true #bharat - the #bharat that was there from the early days of human existence on this planet - the river of civilization on the banks of which great kingdoms were established - great philosophy was discovered - great sages enlightened the whole mankind - unselfish - purposeful - and the most surprising of all - the same river is still flowing - with a little pollution from external forces thrust upon it - and we have lost the #true #pure #bharat - to accommodate, to fit ourselves in the outside world.

but as the very basic principle of commerce and economics suggests - it's the originality that sells - it's the original that attracts everybody - and not any duplicate - hence we must bring back that original #bharat - without any doping effect. We were the harbinger of originality - starting from discovering the origin of this #universe to science to philosophy to medicine to humanity and even to the greatest language - #sanskrit

and having a common thread of language is essential to bind each and every citizen of this great place called #bharat.

and as it was the #sanskrit language that was original - hence i am of the opinion to make #sanskrit the national common language for the people of #bharat.

Let's take a pledge to bring back #Sanskrit

Let's become the Original version of ourselves...


we have lost many years just to prove ourselves smart - but while doing so we just took the help of a duplicate world - which we are not inherently - hence we were always treated as just the outsider in that world - just like the Colorful Jackal of the jungle from the ancient story.

For the people of #universe here is the story of the Colorful Jackal.


Colorful Jackal

Once a jackal was very hungry as it did not get food for many days. While searching for food, the jackal reached a town. Once the jackal entered the town, he was greeted by a pack of ferocious dogs. The dogs began chasing the jackal. The jackal ran for its life and finally jumped into a big drum. The drum was filled with a blue dye and hence when the jackal finally came out, it became a blue jackal.

Jackal becomes king

Jackal went back to the safe heaven of forest. When other animals saw the jackal, they could not recognize him because of blue color. They thought that it must be a strange and powerful animal. All the animals bowed to the jackal and pronounced him as their king.

The jackal was very pleased to become the king of the jungle. The lion and tiger were always at his service. They used to bring freshly killed prey for the jackal. Thus, life was going quite smoothly for the jackal.

Jackal's secret is out

One night, all the animals were sleeping near the abode of blue jackal. Suddenly the blue jackal heard the howling of another jackal. It was natural for the blue jackal to howl in answer. He tried to control his urge but it was so strong and natural that he could not help but begin to howl in a high tone.

When other animals heard a recognizable voice, they could understand that it was a jackal under the blue coat. The animals became very angry and thrashed the jackal blue and black.

The moral of the story is, 

"You cannot change your natural ways by changing your getup."

Let's bring back #sanskrit as our national language for a new #bharat

we have waited many years for this

the time is NOW.

act today wisely

and reap the benefits for the rest of your life.

The idea of a nation becomes realistic only when we all remain on a common solid ground. If we recall our days of freedom struggle, we all have to remember, that, Congress, under the guidance of Gandhiji first divided Bharat on a linguistic basis. So, it's time for us NOW to create ONE NATION - ONE LANGUAGE - and let Sanskrit be that language.

Remember, 

United we stand ...

Divided we fall...

And here we go - my wife #reema and my son, 11 yrs old Ridit - are trying our best to offer respect to this great language - the language of God...


Here I must admit that Sanskrit is the most suitable language for AI and Computer Science.

They don't want the Humans of Bharat to know about this.

The Humans of Bharat...

please wake up...

Read the following document and see why we must embrace #Sanskrit for our future generation to excel.



Humans of Bharat...

Enjoy the learning process...

rediscover yourself...



I am happy to see that at last the engineers of Bharat are waking up. We must if we want to showcase our #trueselves...

Let's embrace Sanskrit...


Humans of Bharat... please wake up from the slumber...


Nikola Tesla and Swami Vivekananda
Mr. Toby Grotz, President, Wireless Engineering

Swami Vivekananda, late in the year l895 wrote in a letter to an English friend, "Mr. Tesla thinks he can demonstrate mathematically that force and matter are reducible to potential energy. I am to go and see him next week to get this new mathematical demonstration. In that case, the Vedantic cosmology will be placed on the surest of foundations. I am working a good deal now on the cosmology and eschatology of the Vedanta. I clearly see their perfect union with modern science, and the elucidation of the one will be followed by that of the other." (Complete Works, Vol. V, Fifth Edition, 1347, p. 77).

Here Swamiji uses the terms force and matter for the Sanskrit terms Prana and Akasha. Tesla used the Sanskrit terms and apparently understood them as energy and mass. (In Swamiji's day, as in many dictionaries published in the first half of the present century, force and energy were not always clearly differentiated. Energy is a more proper translation of the Sanskrit term Prana.)

Tesla apparently failed in his effort to show the identity of mass and energy. Apparently, he understood that when speed increases, mass must decrease. He seems to have thought that mass might be "converted" to energy and vice versa, rather than that they were identical in some way, as is pointed out in Einstein's equations. At any rate, Swamiji seems to have sensed where the difficulty lay in joining the maps of European science and Advaita Vedanta and set Tesla to solve the problem. It is apparently in the hope that Tesla would succeed in this that Swamiji says "In that case, the Vedantic cosmology will be placed on the surest of foundations." Unfortunately, Tesla failed and the solution did not come till ten years later, in a paper by Albert Einstein. But by then Swamiji was gone and the connecting of the maps was delayed.

Hindus of Bharat... please wake up and know your worth... 

Feel proud for being a Bharatwasi.

Watch...



And lastly... Sanskrit does not mean only serious matter. Even we can romance in Sanskrit.



Jai Hind...

Sunday, May 15, 2022

Hindus of #bharat - wakeup - never forget #whoweare and where we have come from...



When a mind is developed with uncluttered philosophy mixed with wisdom and #truth, his feet always remain firmly grounded and aligned with his true self.

And the #aham of that person becomes so powerful and resonating that weak, moribund people can’t withstand it and the powerful people enjoy the vibe and the energy emanating from that person and eventually feel and become powerful by themselves.

This is the basic principle of #leadership - don’t let people remain #weak and feel that you are great

rather make them equally powerful and 

create a 

pride of #lions

and not a

herd of sheep.


This is exactly what Rabindranath Tagore said in his song,

“Amra sabay raja amader-y rajar rajotye”

Meaning 

‘“We are all equal with the king himself in our kingdom”

The feelings of a king of such a kingdom will always resonate with the same mindset as his people and he roars

“I got your back”

This is the basic principle behind democracy and freedom.

And this is exactly mentioned in Kautilya's Arthashastra

Read... Read... the following text is from Arthashastra...

प्रजासुखे सुखं राज्ञः प्रजानां तु हिते हितम् ।
नात्मप्रियं हितं राज्ञः प्रजानां तु प्रियं हितम् ॥

PrajaasukhE sukham raagyaha prajaanaam cha hitE hitam
naatma priyam hitam raagyaha prajaanaam tu priyam hitam.

प्रजासुखे सुखं राज्ञः प्रजानां च हिते हितम्।
नात्मप्रियम् हितम् राज्ञः प्रजानां तु प्रियम् हितम्।।


प्रजा के सुख में राजा का सुख निहित है, प्रजा के हित में ही उसे अपना हित दिखना चाहिए । जो स्वयं को प्रिय लगे उसमें राजा का हित नहीं है, उसका हित तो प्रजा को जो प्रिय लगे उसमें है ।

In the happiness of the people lies the Ruler’s happiness
Their welfare is his welfare
What pleases him, the Ruler shall not consider good
but whatever pleases his people, the Ruler shall consider good

for your reference


And this is what #bharat was known for until the bastard Mackauly understood it very deeply and created his Machiavellian ploy to destroy it and thus the management theory

“Suck the people at the top

Fuck the people at the bottom”

was established and it was properly nurtured through multiple layers of sycophants pushed through bureaucracy and judiciary - the layer and parasites community of #bharat who spend and glorify their great acts of sucking and fucking all through their lives with just an empty sold-out soul and act just like a stand-up comedian in the real glory of the world of #yamraj after their death

The sad demise…

Everyone forgets immediately

some sufferers whisper “Oh God… at last, the bastard has died…”

The Humans of Bharat, never forget we are from a great nation - we are the careers of a great religion - Hinduism...

"

But what is the Hindu religion? What is this religion which we call Sanatan, eternal? It is the Hindu religion only because the Hindu nation has kept it, because in this Peninsula it grew up in the seclusion of the sea and the Himalayas, because in this sacred and ancient land, it was given as a charge to the Aryan race to preserve through the ages. But it is not circumscribed by the confines of a single country, it does not belong peculiarly and forever to a bounded part of the world. That which we call the Hindu religion is really the eternal religion, because it is the universal religion which embraces all others. If a religion is not universal, it cannot be eternal. A narrow religion, a sectarian religion, an exclusive religion can live only for a limited time and a limited purpose. This is the one religion that can triumph over materialism by including and anticipating the discoveries of science and the speculations of philosophy. It is the one religion which impresses on mankind the closeness of God to us and embraces in its compass all the possible means by which man can approach God. It is the one religion which insists every moment on the truth which all religions acknowledge that He is in all men and all things and that in Him we move and have our being. It is the one religion which enables us not only to understand and believe this truth but to realise it with every part of our being. It is the one religion which shows the world what the world is, that it is the Lila of Vasudeva. It is the one religion which shows us how we can best play our part in that Lila, its subtlest laws and its noblest rules. It is the one religion which does not separate life in any smallest detail from religion, which knows what immortality is and has utterly removed from us the reality of death.

"

#wakeup the people of #bharat

Look at the image below...




Who do you think is powerful...

have an uncluttered mind

If you don’t know the answer ask me

I am here to help you

Otherwise, be ready to be put in jail and suffer ignominy if you dare to call the lady in the picture dancing around the pole by her real name...

And... here we go...

Enjoy the vibe of #Hinduism - my wife #Reema reciting her own poem on #Hinduism...



Last but not least...

For the young generation of Bharat...

Here is a book that was published in 1916 by Benaras Hindu University...

Not available now. All the copies were destroyed.

It is a beautiful introduction to Hinduism, without any school affiliations. 

This is a rare book on

“Sanatana Dharma”

Read.... Read...

Friday, May 13, 2022

A lifetime chance for a Human soul to transform from a Caterpillar to a Butterfly...



Towards the Mid of April, when the frequency of eruption of hot lava coming out from my bottled up soul was gradually dwindling, when I, as a family head, again started behaving like a normal person, the way people think about normal behavior as normal, although in reality it actually represents a bit cowardice, self-centered sheepish behavior, absolutely thinking not for anyone else but for his own self and whoever is with him in the four walls of the small city apartment, not as anybody capable enough of judging many other real problems and issues faced by the world outside his four walls, particularly the poor, weak people, a selfish family man who does not even bother if anything happens in his neighborhood, forget about global problems, appropriate for many wives for whom family comes first and for those who think like, "Men will be men. Pati ko malum nahin patni kaysi hain , lekin Patna mein kya ho raha hain, uski khabar barabar hain...”, the personal husband, the personal loving, caring dad of the little son, the smiling, soothing kind of Som we knew for so many years while having morning tea and breakfast with my wife Reema murmured, with a deep perplexed look, who was still not sure how I would react,

”Som, you know, the past few months were just nightmares for Ryan and Me. We never thought that you could be so much enraged and remain like this for such a long period of time. We were really bruised. Our whole family got almost burnt from the fire coming out from yourself. I had to update myself about the way anti-depressant actually works and how it actually covers up the internal trauma of a person so that the outside world thinks that he is behaving normally although the person himself is not actually soothing from the inside. It's just like covering up the dirt under the clean red carpet of the corporate corridor. A real #mask for the outside world. And as a wife, although I could not withstand the attacks you were directing towards me and everybody around us whom we thought of differently, and the whole day I had to lock myself up inside the closed-door room to protect my inner soul when our son Ryan was also kind of looking for an escape route through Minecraft and we actually lost our computer scientist son, your best student whom you trained so meticulously, a real bright kid who was getting ready for the nation, but i had to just wait and pray - iss shaam ki bhi subah hogi.

It took Ryan and me a hell of a lot of courage and bravery and faith in the almighty that we will get back you within us - a real charming you - but as a new version - the original version - that was missing somehow - that I never knew - and that our son never saw - a person who came out from the solid, secured Purulia family, and lost his soul to fit himself in the society.

In fact, I and Ryan used to have a discussion like, “Betu, don’t worry. we will bring back your Baba with love and care...”

I remember, how you used to express your agony at the workplace when your colleagues were openly discussing you like “Usko daba. Aur daba. Bolne mat de” and I now feel how it actually happened for so many years.

And then statements like “uska time pass kar de. Sirf time pass” from a senior person holding a responsible position in a big corporate house. 

And now I can only regret, how a nation has actually lost a nice engineer who might work as a lighthouse for many people in the tech sector or a #dronacharya - for actually nothing but a big Zero.

This is the destiny of this poor nation - where weak, and manipulative, people will be pushed to the top to clear the pathway for other such people to move up the same way and there will be absolutely no place for the real patriots at the top.”

I then soothed her emotion saying…

“Now think about how Gumnami Baba or Shyma Prasad Mukherjee died with bottled up emotive powers and pray for their souls to cool down in the heaven”

A few days after that conversation, I referred her to the R C Majumdar history book to study along with Sanskrit.

And a few days back, when she was discussing different aspects of the Indian bastards, and all the backstabbing of the Indian history, that is meticulously described in that history book and said, ‘Som, the knowledge that I am gaining is not entering my brain, but my heart” and then I told her, 

“Okay, now please pray for the soul of the author of the book as well to cool down in the heaven because even he was harassed badly by the first gigolo of Bharat, and even he died with a bottled-up soul just like your own husband who died in front of your own eyes to take a rebirth as a new person  and you yourself saw the transformation from a  caterpillar to a butterfly for a human soul... and we can do that only if we somehow convince the education ministry of #bharat to include his book as the main source of historical knowledge for the students and kick out all the leftist historian's books and their influences from the minds of the young students of our nation... this will be our own way to cool down the sad, depressed soul of R C Majumdar sir spending sleepless nights alone in the heaven crying silently...”

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