Monday, April 25, 2022

Who Am I...


Mandukya Upanishad - verse 7

नान्तःप्रज्ञं न बहिष्प्रज्ञं नोभयतःप्रज्ञं न प्रज्ञानघनं न प्रज्ञं नाप्रज्ञम्‌।अदृष्टमव्यवहार्यमग्राह्यमलक्षणमचिन्त्यमव्यपदेश्यमेकात्मप्रत्ययसारं प्रपञ्चोपशमं शान्तं शिवमद्वैतं चतुर्थं मन्यन्ते स आत्मा स विज्ञेयः ॥

Transliteration

nāntaḥprajñaṁ na bahiṣprajñaṁ nobhayataḥprajñaṁ na prajñānaghanaṁ na prajñaṁ nāprajñam|
adṛṣṭamavyavahāryamagrāhyamalakṣaṇamacintyamavyapadeśyamekātmapratyayasāraṁ prapañcopaśamaṁ śāntaṁ śivamadvaitaṁ caturthaṁ manyante sa ātmā sa vijñeyaḥ |

Anvaya

न अन्तःप्रज्ञम्। न वहिःप्रज्ञम्। न उभयतःप्रज्ञम्। न प्रज्ञानधनम्। न प्रज्ञम्। न अप्रज्ञम्। अदृष्टम् अव्यवहार्यम् अग्राह्यम् अलक्षणम् अचिन्त्यम् अव्यपदेश्यम् एकात्मप्रत्यसारं प्रपञ्चोपशमम् शान्तं शिवम् अद्वैतं चतुर्थं मन्यन्ते विवेकिनः । सः आत्मा सः विज्ञेयः ॥

Anvaya Transliteration

na antaḥprajñam | na vahiḥprajñam | na ubhayataḥprajñam| na prajñānadhanam| na prajñam| na aprajñam| adṛṣṭam avyavahāryam agrāhyam alakṣaṇam acintyam avyapadeśyam ekātmapratyasāraṁ prapañcopaśamam śāntaṁ śivam advaitaṁ caturthaṁ manyante ( vivekinaḥ )| saḥ ātmā saḥ vijñeyaḥ ||

Meaning

He who is neither inward wise, nor outward wise, nor both inward and outward wise, nor wisdom self-gathered, nor possessed of wisdom, nor unpossessed of wisdom, He Who is unseen and incommunicable, unseizable, featureless, unthinkable, and unnameable, Whose essentiality is awareness of the Self in its single existence, in Whom all phenomena dissolve, Who is Calm, Who is Good, Who is the One than Whom there is no other, Him they deem the fourth; He is the Self, He is the object of Knowledge.

I am not the person who saw the dream, nor I am the person who is awake, nor I am the person who is in deep sleep or absolute blank - rather I am the fourth - the person who has experienced all these - who went through all these stages - it was my awareness that was present during all these phases - I am the awareness - I am the consciousness - I am my experience of being - I am myself - the #ahm.




Lyrics of the Song in the beginning...

আপনাকে এই জানা আমার ফুরাবে না।

          এই জানারই সঙ্গে সঙ্গে তোমায় চেনা ॥

কত জনম-মরণেতে    তোমারি ওই চরণেতে

          আপনাকে যে দেব, তবু    বাড়বে দেনা ॥

          আমারে যে নামতে হবে    ঘাটে ঘাটে,

          বারে বারে এই ভুবনের    প্রাণের হাটে।

ব্যাবসা মোর তোমার সাথে    চলবে বেড়ে দিনে রাতে,

          আপনা নিয়ে করব যতই বেচা কেনা ॥


Translation

 My need to know myself is unending

 With this each day my Lord I learn thee


 Through endless cycles of life and death

 At your feet, in surrender, I fall

 Yet I remain forever in your thrall

 I must cross each milestone in this sojourn

 Time and again on this journey of life

 The more I involve myself in worldly trades

 The more I entwine in my dealing with you...

So Who Am I...

The scariest question in the #Universe



#lordshiva appeared in the dream.

He asked the #guru in me, you must be enlightened before you are truly capable of delivering the duty of a #guru to the young generation...


So, prove to Me,, 


that you are not insane, crazy, mad, fool, blind, weak, nervous, down with mental trauma, or suffering from schizophrenia as labeled by some of the wolves in the society in the name of professionalism. Although I know the background story, you will have to prove that you know what has happened in detail to disprove everybody out there and prove who you really are.


I am showing you an image to test your eyesight…


Look at it...



Let me know what you are seeing…


Me to #lordshiva: thank you for giving me a chance to prove that I am strong, mentally, physically, emotionally, and skilled technical professional, an engineer in spite of the situation, a powerful pure soul, who came out from one of the most backward townss of India because of his sheer perseverance and not because of any flick of luck.


People who tried to label me the way you have described were just trying to gauge my capability with the limited vision of flesh and bone to see if I am capable of carrying the generational curse without knowing the #truth. However, they could not imagine that, with the generational curse, I am also blessed with generational wisdom and knowledge and intelligence, and a sense of living life with a purpose. It was beyond their fathom. People tried their best to stop me to reveal my #trueself to the outside world. But they could not.


So here I am trying to prove that my concentration is good enough to serve the purpose as a good human being and as a #guru of my young son.


From the image, I can see only the falling teardrops from the one eye of the little boy…


This much I can see and I care…


And I really don’t care about the other images present there…


I give all of the other parts of the image my middle finger - exactly the way my remote #guru #linustorvalds expresses himself with the power of his conviction.


With reality gradually creeping into the soul, the eyes are opening up. Not exactly the two physical eyes. But rather the third eye.


Even a #guru needs light to enlighten his disciple.


So my #whoami continues


And then you start realizing, is this what seems to be obvious is really so obvious?


Or knowing and analyzing the #truth which is kept as a dark secret is enlightenment.


When you realize, that whoever seems to be successful in the society, the people whom the ordinary people of the society look upon as a source of inspiration and believe in the ancient wisdom of #karmyog and #workisworship moral talks like “dedication is what all matters” is not the real reason of why they are actually successful, but in fact, what exactly has been happened in their lives which are completely kept out of the purview of the common folks, or maybe, what price they had to pay - in terms of selling out thir soul and emotion and physical assets - to showcase their lives to the outside world as something to be looked upto, to be admired and to be watched in awe - the confusion becomes normal even for an intelligent person of this #universe.


Which one to follow


The ancient wisdom of #karmyog


Or 


The latest theory of survival of the fittest


And then, when you get to know how the father of the second theory - the “survival of the fittest”, Charles Darwin, got this basic idea from the philosophy of a  satanic world as he himself was part of that secret world, where the filtering starts at pretty early in life to determine if a person is suitable enough to behave the satanic way, your mind will be taken for a toss -  is this really a scientific theory or is it just the theory of basic instincts?


And then, when you start pondering about choosing a #guru for yourself, from a plethora of high achievers who have really done well in the so-called world of history as many people across the globe actually take inspiration from their lives, then you come to know about the dark side of that person, which really represents abominable truth and darkness and it actually is full of murky human behavior, the satanic version of a human being, you will then surely be confused.


You realize that 


The price of #truth is very high


Not everyone can afford it


And then, when someone advises you that if you really adore someone for any specific behavior and plan to emulate him to get inspiration, then please concentrate only on that aspect of that human being


Because no one in this #universe is perfect


And hence, keep a blind eye on all of the satanic parts of his life


And put your focus only on his that side which you want to emulate


And then, with your awakened mind, you start analyzing this advice as


Shall we care only a part of a product or shall we care for the whole package?


What actually makes a product authentic?


Is there a chance of judging the person whom you want to look up to as your own #guru from a morality point of view?


Or is it better to keep a blind eye on all other factors of that person and just focus on his achievement?


And then you think of a sage of modern history and think of his way of thinking about character and morality



And start thinking…

Am I right in my way to pick up a #guru from the Hall of Fame of successful people of modern society in spite of knowing the fact that they had to sell out their soul, character, and morality to reach there?

If not…

then, 

who would be the next?

Who should I look up to for inspiration?

And then, if you juxtapose the characters of our own ancient Heo like Arjun and his behavior towards his fallout of oath of chastity to marry Chitrangada and the behavior he showed towards their son with the kinds of our iconic figure of the modern tech world to be perceived as “God of Sex” offering baby-shower…

You will really have to think twice…

What kinds of people do you want to look up to as a #guru of yourself - does the character of the person matter while being picked up as a #guru?

Let me end this discussion with a poem written and recited by my wife #reema called Swadharm


My journey of #WhoAmI continues - my awakening is a story of spiritual awakening.

#Enjoy


My search for #WhoAmI continues - feel the energy... feel the vibe - I am as infinite as my spirit - please don't put me inside a container - make me as free as my spirit -

I am a voice without a form...

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