Saturday, July 13, 2024

Salutations to Sri Rudra...


श्रीरुद्राष्टकम् - नमामीशमीशान निर्वाणरूपम्

Sri Rudrashtakam: Namamisham Ishana Nirvana Rupam


नमामीशमीशान निर्वाणरूपं

विभुं व्यापकं ब्रह्मवेदस्वरूपम् ।

निजं निर्गुणं निर्विकल्पं निरीहं

चिदाकाशमाकाशवासं भजेऽहम् ॥१॥

Namaam-Iisham-Iishaana Nirvaanna-Ruupam

Vibhum Vyaapakam Brahma-Veda-Svaruupam |

Nijam Nirgunnam Nirvikalpam Niriiham

Cidaakaasham-Aakaasha-Vaasam Bhaje-[A]ham ||1||


Meaning:

1.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) I Salute the Lord Ishana (another name of Sri Shiva) whose Form represents the state of the highest Nirvana (extinction of all desires and passions leading to the highest bliss),

1.2: Who Manifests taking a Form though in essence He is Pervading everywhere; and His Form embodies the Highest Knowledge of Brahman present in the core of the Vedas.

1.3: Who remain absorbed in His Own Self which is Beyond the three Gunas (Sattva, Rajas and Tamas), which is Beyond any Vikalpas (Change and Manifoldness), and which is Free from any Movement (due to desires etc),

1.4: Who Abides in the Sky of the Chidakasha (Spiritual Sky); I Worship that Ishana.



निराकारमोङ्करमूलं तुरीयं

गिराज्ञानगोतीतमीशं गिरीशम् ।

करालं महाकालकालं कृपालं

गुणागारसंसारपारं नतोऽहम् ॥२॥

Niraakaaram-Ongkara-Muulam Turiiyam

Giraa-Jnyaana-Go-[A]tiitam-Iisham Giriisham |

Karaalam Mahaakaala-Kaalam Krpaalam

Gunna-[A]agaara-Samsaara-Paaram Nato-[A]ham ||2||


Meaning:

2.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) Who is Formless and the very Root from where the Sacred Omkara arises; Who Abides in the state of Turiya (the fourth state in which Brahman is experienced in meditation)

2.2: He is the Lord Who is Beyond the Knowledge which Speech can express and Beyond the Perception which Sense Organs can perceive; He is Girisha (another name of Sri Shiva literally meaning the Lord of the Mountains)

2.3: Taking the Terrible form of Mahakala He can tear apart Kala (Time) himself; at the same time He is an embodiment of Compassion to His devotees,

2.4: I Bow down to Him Who helps in Crossing this Samsara (delusion of worldly existence) which is like a Dwelling Place made of Gunas.



तुषाराद्रिसंकाशगौरं गभिरं

मनोभूतकोटिप्रभाश्री शरीरम् ।

स्फुरन्मौलिकल्लोलिनी चारुगङ्गा

लसद्भालबालेन्दु कण्ठे भुजङ्गा ॥३॥

Tussaara-Adri-Samkaasha-Gauram Gabhiram

Mano-Bhuuta-Kotti-Prabhaa-Shrii Shariiram |

Sphuran-Mauli-Kallolinii Caaru-Ganggaa

Lasad-Bhaala-Baale[a-I]ndu Kanntthe Bhujanggaa ||3||


Meaning:

3.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) Who is Shining White Resembling a Mountain of Snow; and His Being is very very Deep, ...

3.2 ... in the depth of Whose Mind exist Millions of Rays of Splendour, which expresses themselves on His Auspicious Body,

3.3: Over Whose Head, the Beautiful Ganga Throbs and Surges forth towards the Worlds,

3.4: Over Whose Forehead the Newly Risen Moon Shines spreading its Rays, and around Whose Neck adorns the beautiful Serpents.



चलत्कुण्डलं भ्रूसुनेत्रं विशालं

प्रसन्नाननं नीलकण्ठं दयालम् ।

मृगाधीशचर्माम्बरं मुण्डमालं

प्रियं शङ्करं सर्वनाथं भजामि ॥४॥

Calat-Kunnddalam Bhruu-Sunetram Vishaalam

Prasanna-[A]ananam Niila-Kannttham Dayaalam |

Mrga-Adhiisha-Carma-Ambaram Munndda-Maalam

Priyam Shangkaram Sarva-Naatham Bhajaami ||4||


Meaning:

4.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) Whose Ear-Rings Sway near His beautiful face, which is adorned with a striking Eyebrow and Large Beautiful Eyes,

4.2: Whose Face is beaming with Joy and Grace, Whose Throat is Blue (due to drinking the poison during samudra manthana) and Who is extremely Compassionate,

4.3: Whose Clothes are the Skin of the Lord of Animals (signifying Tiger) and Whose neck is adorned with a Garland of Skulls,

4.4: I Worship Him Who is Beloved of His Devotees, Who is Shankara (another name of Sri Shiva) and Who is the Lord of All.


प्रचण्डं प्रकृष्टं प्रगल्भं परेशं

अखण्डं अजं भानुकोटिप्रकाशं ।

त्र्यःशूलनिर्मूलनं शूलपाणिं

भजेऽहं भवानीपतिं भावगम्यम् ॥५॥

Pracannddam Prakrssttam Pragalbham Pare[a-Ii]sham

Akhannddam Ajam Bhaanu-Kotti-Prakaasham |

Tryah-Shuula-Nirmuulanam Shuula-Paannim

Bhaje[a-A]ham Bhavaanii-Patim Bhaava-Gamyam ||5||


Meaning:

5.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) Who is Terrible, Eminent and extremely Strong; Who is the Highest Lord,

5.2: Who is ever Unborn and Whole; and with the Effulgence of Million Suns,

5.3: Who has a Trident in Hand, the Three Spikes of which Uproots the bondages of the Three Gunas (Tamas, Rajas and Sattva),

5.4: I Worship the Consort of Devi Bhavani Who can be Attained only by Devotion.


कलातीतकल्याण कल्पान्तकारी

सदा सज्जनानन्ददाता पुरारी ।

चिदानन्दसंदोह मोहापहारी

प्रसीद प्रसीद प्रभो मन्मथारी ॥६॥

Kalaatiita-Kalyaanna Kalpa-Anta-Kaarii

Sadaa Sajjana-[A]ananda-Daataa Pura-Arii |

Cid-Aananda-Samdoha Moha-Apahaarii

Prasiida Prasiida Prabho Manmatha-Arii ||6||


Meaning:

6.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) Whose Auspicious Nature is Beyond the Elements of the gross material world and Who Brings an End to a Kalpa (a cycle of creation when all gross elements are dissolved),

6.2: Who Always Give Great Joy to the Wise Men and Who is the Enemy (signifying Destroyer) of the Tripurasuras (who represents Adharma),

6.3: By Taking Away the Great Delusion, He plunges the prepared Soul in the Fullness of Cidananda (the Bliss of Brahman or Pure Consciousness),

6.4: O, the Enemy (signifying Destroyer) of Manmatha; Please be Gracious to me; Please be Gracious to me, O Lord.



न यावद् उमानाथपादारविन्दं

भजन्तीह लोके परे वा नराणाम् ।

न तावत्सुखं शान्ति सन्तापनाशं

प्रसीद प्रभो सर्वभूताधिवासं ॥७॥

Na Yaavad Umaa-Naatha-Paada-Aravindam

Bhajanti-Iha Loke Pare Vaa Naraannaam |

Na Taavat-Sukham Shaanti Santaapa-Naasham

Prasiida Prabho Sarva-Bhuuta-Adhi-Vaasam ||7||


Meaning:

7.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) As Long as the Lotus Feet of the Lord of Uma ...

7.2: ... is not Worshipped in This World or Later by the Human Beings, ...

7.3: ... So Long (i.e. Till then) Joy, Peace and End of Sorrows will not be experienced in life.

7.4: Therefore O Lord, Please be Gracious, You Who Reside within All Beings.


न जानामि योगं जपं नैव पूजां

नतोऽहं सदा सर्वदा शम्भुतुभ्यम् ।

जराजन्मदुःखौघ तातप्यमानं

प्रभो पाहि आपन्नमामीश शंभो ॥८॥

Na Jaanaami Yogam Japam Naiva Puujaam

Natoham Sadaa Sarvadaa Shambhu-Tubhyam |

Jaraa-Janma-Duhkhau-[A]gha Taatapyamaanam

Prabho Paahi Aapanna-Maam-Iisha Shambho ||8||


Meaning:

8.1: (Salutations to Sri Rudra) I do Not Know how to perform Yoga, Japa or Puja.

8.2: I Always at All Times only Bow down to You, O Shambhu (another name of Sri Shiva),

8.3: Please Protect me from the Sorrows of Birth and Old Age, as well as from the Sins which lead to Sufferings,

8.4: Please Protect me O Lord from Afflictions; Protect me O My Lord Shambhu.


रुद्राष्टकमिदं प्रोक्तं विप्रेण हरतोषये

ये पठन्ति नरा भक्त्या तेषां शम्भुः प्रसीदति ॥९॥

Rudraassttaka-Idam Proktam Viprenna Hara-Tossaye

Ye Patthanti Naraa Bhaktyaa Tessaam Shambhuh Prasiidati ||9||


Meaning:

9.1: This Rudrashtaka (eight verses in praise of Rudra) has been Said (i.e. Composed) by the Wise for Pleasing Hara (another name of Sri Shiva),

9.2: Those Persons who Recite this with Devotion, with them Sri Shambhu will be always Pleased.


इति श्रीगोस्वामितुलसीदासकृतं श्रीरुद्राष्टकं सम्पूर्णम् ।

Iti Shrii-Gosvaami-Tulasiidaasa-Krtam Shriirudraassttakam Sampuurnnam |

Thus ends Rudrashtakam composed by Sri Goswami Tulsidas.


Saturday, June 29, 2024

In search for WhoAmI - introspection and self reflection...


যে রাতে মোর দুয়ারগুলি ভাঙল ঝড়ে জানি নাই তো তুমি এলে আমার ঘরে ॥ সব যে হয়ে গেল কালো, নিবে গেল দীপের আলো, আকাশ-পানে হাত বাড়ালেম কাহার তরে?। অন্ধকারে রইনু পড়ে স্বপন মানি। ঝড় যে তোমার জয়ধ্বজা তাই কি জানি! সকালবেলা চেয়ে দেখি, দাঁড়িয়ে আছ তুমি এ কি, ঘর-ভরা মোর শূন্যতারই বুকের 'পরে ॥

English Translation


The night when the tempest ravaged my doors – I didn’t know you had come to my abode. The world went black, off went the lamp, Stretched my uncertain hands skyward. I remain tentative in the dark, all dream alike, The tempest was your ensign – I knew not. Surprised, I find you standing in the dawn Up on the void that had choked my abode.

Thursday, June 27, 2024

My search for #WhoAmI continues...

My journey of knowing #WhoAmI continues...

Knowing thyself is knowing God...

Everybody in this Universe is sent with a specific purpose - but the irony is that nobody will be able to tell you - what is your purpose. It has to be discovered through various ways by yourself.

Self reflection and introspection is the need of the hour in this so-called modern busy society...

Everybody is running behind something.

But what is that something?

Nobody knows.

Slowing down in the journey of life is important. Once the muddy water settles down - you will be able to see your reflection absolutely clearly.

So.... here we go...

Enjoy my morning vibe today.


Lyrics:


মহারাজ, একি সাজে এলে হৃদয়পুরমাঝে!
  চরণতলে কোটি শশী সূর্য মরে লাজে ॥
গর্ব সব টুটিয়া   মূর্ছি পড়ে লুটিয়া,
সকল মম দেহ মন বীণাসম বাজে ॥
  একি পুলকবেদনা বহিছে মধুবায়ে!
  কাননে যত পুষ্প ছিল মিলিল তব পায়ে।
          পলক নাহি নয়নে,  হেরি না কিছু ভুবনে--
          নিরখি শুধু অন্তরে সুন্দর বিরাজে ॥


English Translation...


O lord, you step in to my heart with such splendor!
Million moons adorn your holy feet, sun falls pale, such is your glory
As my ego and pride crumbles to the ground to make way for you,
My mind, body and soul pulsates like the Veena string
The spring breeze brings with it such ecstasy,
My newly enlightened mind blossoms at your feet
As I observe your grace within me,
I turn blind to the worldly pleasures.