Today, I would like to discuss my yesterday’s conversation with my wife and son, in the evening.
Yesterday, I was telling my family members, why, according to the ancient #hinduism, renunciation is considered as one of the most important characteristics or behavioral traits of a high achiever.
And why do we call, #lordshiva #bholababa or #atmabhola - meaning a person who is actually not at all aware of anything #worldly as such or a person who remains unperturbed by whatever #worldly stuff is happening around Him although He knows very well about each and everything in details.
And why it was important for Him to spend His whole life just wearing a simple #baghchal or the skin of a tiger, absolutely bare body, without any makeup or anything as such, leading an absolutely secluded life, far away from the normal crowd, not even surrounded by His close family members to keep His third eye always opened.
And this is the highest form of renunciation one can only do if he really wants to remain # truthful to himself and authentic as much as possible.
And exactly, this is the problem with the modern day’s definition of success of a person - where society usually burdens the person himself who really can be successful or who has already become a little bit of success with a whole package of expectations, norms, the way the person must behave in the public, the way he will behave in the private, his attitude, his concepts of sense and sensuality and everything that actually matters to the outside world and not really for the person himself, thus polluting the very basic nature of the person for which he became successful or exactly for which the people started liking him.
So, eventually, with success, the real person is hidden behind many layers of cosmetic surgery in society, and he becomes a #bhanrua - a comic character, a piece of entertainment for everyone else, just like a stand-up comedian or a joker- always ready for serving others hiding his authentic self.
One of the most painful transformations is because of the modern sick society.
And, you know…
The end result.
The person becomes a hansjaru - a mixed breed of Hans (swan) and Sajaru (the porcupine) as shown by one of the poets of #bengal
For the people in the tech world, if you remember when I posted the below image of myself as to how I suspected my hero, #linustorvalds would become
And I think this might happen to him eventually when he will have to transform himself, the real powerful one with an uncluttered mind about what he does in the most authentic manner and mellow down his real power to abide by the rules of the society just to make others happy, it was actually the pain coming out from me because this is the way people devastated me, a joyful, inquisitive, matilda of a rustic place of #bharat into a corporate zombie. in the name of bloody #grooming and that’s why I actually hate this kind of mindset or rather the corporate mindset.
It steals the authentic self and creates a lot of cosmetic layers on top of his real face and character and what the outsider actually gets, is not at all that real person - we get a person wearing a #mask
And if that very person himself realizes this basic transformation during his lifetime that has happened to him with age and so-called success, that he has lost himself, his true authentic self to make others happy and actually has become a joker of the society, a stand-up comedian for everyone else,
he actually removes all the masks from his face,
removes all the cosmetic junk jewelry that society forced him to wear,
When every innovation is hijacked by the wrong people of the society driven solely by money power, this is what happens.
thanks to one of my preferred LinkedIn connections for reminding me of this great scientist - Stanley Meyer - the innovator of Water Fueled car - many years ago - who was allegedly murdered by the greedy wolves of society...
please have a look at how he was betrayed by his own society driven by money...
This is how even the Tesla Tower became a nightmare for the very scientist who created it which ultimately broke his mental peace and all of you know the end result.
Here is my tearful tribute to him, the victim of money who could have rewritten the history of energy for #mankind
But we are here not to learn from history
That's why #gillbates sponsor 70% of expenses of #who
the great money-spinning business called Philanthropy
the fraudulence called modern-day #philanthrophy
I am, the #nemo of society is just an observer watching how people change colors to suit their money-earning capacity...
so the young boy after stealing the engineering work done by a real creator became the inventor of #dos, then after growing up, he kicked his partner who actually designed the #windows and told the world that he designed it, then took the help of unholy laws and patent system to f*ck the original scientists, then when got badly exposed, became philanthropist with great fanfare and media galore, then used this new #avatar to capture public health and turned into a doctor, then again into a virologist, then a genetic scientist of mosquitoes and did the experimentation of hungry people of #africa, then a potato farmer after purchasing the farmlands, and let's wait for the next avatar of this girgitiya...
anyway the food processing farms and all related to #food in the USA are on fire...
this may be the push, the motivation for all people of USA to taste the sweet, big potato from the new farm-land zamindar of USA
the #lizard show is ON...
people are more amused by the power of changing the colors of a living individual...
i think the cosmetic company or maybe the bahurupiya may use this as a base study project...
even the #drama companies may use it in their makeup room
the Darwin principle of evolution is creating a new species from mankind
or maybe the missing link between the #lizard and #human is in the show
we are here no more in the Black and White age...
big people are showing how to use all the colors by changing their own colors...
free for all to watch...
#universe...
sab Maja luto bhailog...
after the caustic shower of US$
enjoy the colorful rainbow of the demigod...
Human of UNIVERSE
Read... Read...
The agenda of the global cult is not to eradicate COVID completely but rather to control - depopulation is one of the primary agendas.
The Humans of the UNIVERSE - please wake up before it's too late
Was it a pandemic or a plandemic.
Don't fool yourself with the agenda of the globalists - protect your children...
The Reality of Bill Gates...
"But, what about polio!!" Let's see...
Written by Robert F. Kennedy Jr.
“Promising to eradicate Polio with $1.2 billion, Gates took control of India‘s National Advisory Board (NAB) and mandated 50 polio vaccines (up from 5) to every child before age 5. Indian doctors blame the Gates campaign for a devastating vaccine-strain polio epidemic that paralyzed 496,000 children between 2000 and 2017.
In 2017, the Indian Government dialed back Gates’ vaccine regimen and evicted Gates and his cronies from the NAB. Polio paralysis rates dropped precipitously. In 2017, the World Health Organization reluctantly admitted that the global polio explosion is predominantly vaccine strain, meaning it is coming from Gates’ Vaccine Program. The most frightening epidemics in Congo, the Philippines, and Afghanistan are all linked to Gates’ vaccines. By 2018, ¾ of global polio cases were from Gates’ vaccines.
In 2014, the Gates Foundation funded tests of experimental HPV vaccines, developed by GSK and Merck, on 23,000 young girls in remote Indian provinces. Approximately 1,200 suffered severe side effects, including autoimmune and fertility disorders. Seven died. Indian government investigations charged that Gates funded researchers committed pervasive ethical violations: pressuring vulnerable village girls into the trial, bullying parents, forging consent forms, and refusing medical care to the injured girls. The case is now in the country’s Supreme Court.
In 2010, the Gates Foundation funded a trial of a GSK’s experimental malaria vaccine, killing 151 African infants and causing serious adverse effects including paralysis, seizure, and febrile convulsions to 1,048 of the 5,049 children.
During Gates 2002 MenAfriVac Campaign in Sub-Saharan Africa, Gates operatives forcibly vaccinated thousands of African children against meningitis. Between 50-500 children developed paralysis. South African newspapers complained, "We are guinea pigs for drug makers"
Nelson Mandela's former Senior Economist, Professor Patrick Bond, describes Gates' philantropic practises as "ruthless" and immoral".
In 2010, Gates committed $ 10 billion to the WHO promising to reduce population, in part, through new vaccines. A month later Gates told a Ted Talk that new vaccines "could reduce population". In 2014, Kenya's Catholic Doctors Association accused the WHO of chemically sterilizing millions of unwilling Kenyan women with a phony "tetanus" vaccine campaign.
Independent labs found the sterility formula in every vaccine tested. After denying the charges, WHO finally admitted it had been developing the sterility vaccines for over a decade. Similar accusations came from Tanzania, Nicaragua, Mexico, and the Philippines.
A 2017 study (Morgensen http://et.Al.2017) showed that WHO's popular DTP is killing more African than the disease it pretends to prevent. Vaccinated girls suffered 10x the death rate of unvaccinated children.
Gates and the WHO refused to recall the lethal vaccine which WHO forces upon millions of African children annually.
Global public health advocates around the world accuse Gates of - hijacking WHO's agenda away from the projects that are proven to curb infectious diseases; clean water, hygiene, nutrition, and economic development. They say he has diverted agency resources to serve his personal fetish - that good health only comes in a syringe.
In addition to using his philanthropy to control WHO, UNICEF, GAVI, and PATH, Gates funds private pharmaceutical companies that manufacture vaccines, and a massive network of pharmaceutical-industry front groups that broadcast deceptive propaganda, develop fraudulent studies, conduct surveillance and psychological operations against vaccine hesitancy and use Gates' power and money to silence dissent and coerce compliance.
नान्तःप्रज्ञं न बहिष्प्रज्ञं नोभयतःप्रज्ञं न प्रज्ञानघनं न प्रज्ञं नाप्रज्ञम्।अदृष्टमव्यवहार्यमग्राह्यमलक्षणमचिन्त्यमव्यपदेश्यमेकात्मप्रत्ययसारं प्रपञ्चोपशमं शान्तं शिवमद्वैतं चतुर्थं मन्यन्ते स आत्मा स विज्ञेयः ॥
Transliteration
nāntaḥprajñaṁ na bahiṣprajñaṁ nobhayataḥprajñaṁ na prajñānaghanaṁ na prajñaṁ nāprajñam| adṛṣṭamavyavahāryamagrāhyamalakṣaṇamacintyamavyapadeśyamekātmapratyayasāraṁ prapañcopaśamaṁ śāntaṁ śivamadvaitaṁ caturthaṁ manyante sa ātmā sa vijñeyaḥ |
Anvaya
न अन्तःप्रज्ञम्। न वहिःप्रज्ञम्। न उभयतःप्रज्ञम्। न प्रज्ञानधनम्। न प्रज्ञम्। न अप्रज्ञम्। अदृष्टम् अव्यवहार्यम् अग्राह्यम् अलक्षणम् अचिन्त्यम् अव्यपदेश्यम् एकात्मप्रत्यसारं प्रपञ्चोपशमम् शान्तं शिवम् अद्वैतं चतुर्थं मन्यन्ते विवेकिनः । सः आत्मा सः विज्ञेयः ॥
Anvaya Transliteration
na antaḥprajñam | na vahiḥprajñam | na ubhayataḥprajñam| na prajñānadhanam| na prajñam| na aprajñam| adṛṣṭam avyavahāryam agrāhyam alakṣaṇam acintyam avyapadeśyam ekātmapratyasāraṁ prapañcopaśamam śāntaṁ śivam advaitaṁ caturthaṁ manyante ( vivekinaḥ )| saḥ ātmā saḥ vijñeyaḥ ||
Meaning
He who is neither inward wise, nor outward wise, nor both inward and outward wise, nor wisdom self-gathered, nor possessed of wisdom, nor unpossessed of wisdom, He Who is unseen and incommunicable, unseizable, featureless, unthinkable, and unnameable, Whose essentiality is awareness of the Self in its single existence, in Whom all phenomena dissolve, Who is Calm, Who is Good, Who is the One than Whom there is no other, Him they deem the fourth; He is the Self, He is the object of Knowledge.
I am not the person who saw the dream, nor I am the person who is awake, nor I am the person who is in deep sleep or absolute blank - rather I am the fourth - the person who has experienced all these - who went through all these stages - it was my awareness that was present during all these phases - I am the awareness - I am the consciousness - I am my experience of being - I am myself - the #ahm.
Lyrics of the Song in the beginning...
আপনাকে এই জানা আমার ফুরাবে না।
এই জানারই সঙ্গে সঙ্গে তোমায় চেনা ॥
কত জনম-মরণেতে তোমারি ওই চরণেতে
আপনাকে যে দেব, তবু বাড়বে দেনা ॥
আমারে যে নামতে হবে ঘাটে ঘাটে,
বারে বারে এই ভুবনের প্রাণের হাটে।
ব্যাবসা মোর তোমার সাথে চলবে বেড়ে দিনে রাতে,
আপনা নিয়ে করব যতই বেচা কেনা ॥
Translation
My need to know myself is unending
With this each day my Lord I learn thee
Through endless cycles of life and death
At your feet, in surrender, I fall
Yet I remain forever in your thrall
I must cross each milestone in this sojourn
Time and again on this journey of life
The more I involve myself in worldly trades
The more I entwine in my dealing with you...
So Who Am I...
The scariest question in the #Universe
#lordshiva appeared in the dream.
He asked the #guru in me, you must be enlightened before you are truly capable of delivering the duty of a #guru to the young generation...
So, prove to Me,,
that you are not insane, crazy, mad, fool, blind, weak, nervous, down with mental trauma, or suffering from schizophrenia as labeled by some of the wolves in the society in the name of professionalism. Although I know the background story, you will have to prove that you know what has happened in detail to disprove everybody out there and prove who you really are.
I am showing you an image to test your eyesight…
Look at it...
Let me know what you are seeing…
Me to #lordshiva: thank you for giving me a chance to prove that I am strong, mentally, physically, emotionally, and skilled technical professional, an engineer in spite of the situation, a powerful pure soul, who came out from one of the most backward townss of India because of his sheer perseverance and not because of any flick of luck.
People who tried to label me the way you have described were just trying to gauge my capability with the limited vision of flesh and bone to see if I am capable of carrying the generational curse without knowing the #truth. However, they could not imagine that, with the generational curse, I am also blessed with generational wisdom and knowledge and intelligence, and a sense of living life with a purpose. It was beyond their fathom. People tried their best to stop me to reveal my #trueself to the outside world. But they could not.
So here I am trying to prove that my concentration is good enough to serve the purpose as a good human being and as a #guru of my young son.
From the image, I can see only the falling teardrops from the one eye of the little boy…
This much I can see and I care…
And I really don’t care about the other images present there…
I give all of the other parts of the image my middle finger - exactly the way my remote #guru #linustorvalds expresses himself with the power of his conviction.
With reality gradually creeping into the soul, the eyes are opening up. Not exactly the two physical eyes. But rather the third eye.
Even a #guru needs light to enlighten his disciple.
So my #whoami continues
And then you start realizing, is this what seems to be obvious is really so obvious?
Or knowing and analyzing the #truth which is kept as a dark secret is enlightenment.
When you realize, that whoever seems to be successful in the society, the people whom the ordinary people of the society look upon as a source of inspiration and believe in the ancient wisdom of #karmyog and #workisworship moral talks like “dedication is what all matters” is not the real reason of why they are actually successful, but in fact, what exactly has been happened in their lives which are completely kept out of the purview of the common folks, or maybe, what price they had to pay - in terms of selling out thir soul and emotion and physical assets - to showcase their lives to the outside world as something to be looked upto, to be admired and to be watched in awe - the confusion becomes normal even for an intelligent person of this #universe.
Which one to follow
The ancient wisdom of #karmyog
Or
The latest theory of survival of the fittest
And then, when you get to know how the father of the second theory - the “survival of the fittest”, Charles Darwin, got this basic idea from the philosophy of a satanic world as he himself was part of that secret world, where the filtering starts at pretty early in life to determine if a person is suitable enough to behave the satanic way, your mind will be taken for a toss - is this really a scientific theory or is it just the theory of basic instincts?
And then, when you start pondering about choosing a #guru for yourself, from a plethora of high achievers who have really done well in the so-called world of history as many people across the globe actually take inspiration from their lives, then you come to know about the dark side of that person, which really represents abominable truth and darkness and it actually is full of murky human behavior, the satanic version of a human being, you will then surely be confused.
You realize that
The price of #truth is very high
Not everyone can afford it
And then, when someone advises you that if you really adore someone for any specific behavior and plan to emulate him to get inspiration, then please concentrate only on that aspect of that human being
Because no one in this #universe is perfect
And hence, keep a blind eye on all of the satanic parts of his life
And put your focus only on his that side which you want to emulate
And then, with your awakened mind, you start analyzing this advice as
Shall we care only a part of a product or shall we care for the whole package?
What actually makes a product authentic?
Is there a chance of judging the person whom you want to look up to as your own #guru from a morality point of view?
Or is it better to keep a blind eye on all other factors of that person and just focus on his achievement?
And then you think of a sage of modern history and think of his way of thinking about character and morality
And start thinking…
Am I right in my way to pick up a #guru from the Hall of Fame of successful people of modern society in spite of knowing the fact that they had to sell out their soul, character, and morality to reach there?
If not…
then,
who would be the next?
Who should I look up to for inspiration?
And then, if you juxtapose the characters of our own ancient Heo like Arjun and his behavior towards his fallout of oath of chastity to marry Chitrangada and the behavior he showed towards their son with the kinds of our iconic figure of the modern tech world to be perceived as “God of Sex” offering baby-shower…
You will really have to think twice…
What kinds of people do you want to look up to as a #guru of yourself - does the character of the person matter while being picked up as a #guru?
Let me end this discussion with a poem written and recited by my wife #reema called Swadharm
My journey of #WhoAmI continues - my awakening is a story of spiritual awakening.
#Enjoy
My search for #WhoAmI continues - feel the energy... feel the vibe - I am as infinite as my spirit - please don't put me inside a container - make me as free as my spirit -
Arise! Awake! Approach the great and learn. Like the sharp edge of a razor is that path, so the wise say—hard to tread and difficult to cross
Here's my wife Reema - reciting her own poem...
I understood pretty early in life that all of my early nights waking up
studying maths and whatever in the light of a 30-watt yellow bulb with my
grandfather lying beside me was not exactly to see me as a tremendous
a financially rich person in the future, but just to quench my curiosity with
whatever I had at that time to use.
so my education was never bound by any laws.
I studied maths with the same intensity as when I was going through the
famous book called
"Dwitiyo Biswajuddher Itihass"
by Vivekananda Mukhopadhyay or studying poems like
ভজন পূজন সাধন আরাধনা
or
"Ora Kaaj Kore"
Or later complicated organic chemistry and all such stuff like the Diazo reaction
and the procedure of making urea in high pressure and temperature
Or maybe later
Laplace Transformation and Fourier series and then stuffs like PID control
or Synchronous Digital Hierarchy and PDH or DECT and WiLL, CDMA, GSM, etc
So there was no law, no planing
Absolutely for the sake of the pure joy of learning
The same principle was applied when I shifted to software and hence when
people were struggling with stuff like Oracle or AS 400, I chose VC++/MFC
and started banging my head to demystify the use of ## in C++ macro
definitions used in MFC message mapping architecture
Ultimately it all paid off...
So, naturally, in a corporate office environment, when the so-called
software experts found that I was doing an in-depth analysis of wireless village server-side code and the various design patterns used over there
instead of studying the UI app which most the software engineers
were supposed to lock in their interests, or maybe when given a task to
study in-depth about wifi security protocol, I gave all the resources like the online library (safari) where one of the finest books on this subject was there to my partner and I started my deep study of the boost library in C++, people
thought,
This guy is very unprofessional. He can’t succeed…
And mostly with that mindset, they gave ratings…
And it's true.
I never became a success in the corporate sector...
Because for me, all of my studies were basically to energize my grey cells
with correct information and then blend my thought processing according to
that… not just storing the information in the brain…
I don’t believe in using my knowledge and wisdom (if any at all) to become
someone like a pathetic billionaire spending sleepless nights in one corner of a large mansion with all sorts of security gadgets and personnel in a broken family thinking about genetically modified mosquitoes or potatoes or cows
I would rather be happy as a #guru of young students doing research in the
wee hour of the night wearing just underwear (because I have never seen a bathrobe… so no idea…)
in fact, I am planning to start sleeping at night on the rooftop under the
open sky again as my childhood days...
I am the #karmyogi as imagined by #swamivivekananda
This was the purpose of my life and this will be the purpose…
Enjoy the poem…
ভজন পূজন সাধন আরাধনা
ভজন পূজন সাধন আরাধনা
সমস্ত থাক্ পড়ে।
রুদ্ধদ্বারে দেবালয়ের কোণে
কেন আছিস ওরে।
অন্ধকারে লুকিয়ে আপন মনে
কাহারে তুই পূজিস সংগোপনে,
নয়ন মেলে দেখ দেখি তুই চেয়ে
দেবতা নাই ঘরে।
তিনি গেছেন যেথায় মাটি ভেঙে
করছে চাষা চাষ--
পাথর ভেঙে কাটছে যেথায় পথ,
খাটছে বারো মাস।
রৌদ্রে জলে আছেন সবার সাথে,
ধুলা তাঁহার লেগেছে দুই হাতে;
তাঁরি মতন শুচি বসন ছাড়ি
আয় রে ধুলার 'পরে।
মুক্তি? ওরে মুক্তি কোথায় পাবি,
মুক্তি কোথায় আছে।
আপনি প্রভু সৃষ্টিবাঁধন 'পরে
বাঁধা সবার কাছে
রাখো রে ধ্যান, থাক্ রে ফুলের ডালি,
ছিঁড়ুক বস্ত্র, লাগুক ধুলাবালি,
কর্মযোগে তাঁর সাথে এক হয়ে
ঘর্ম পড়ুক ঝরে।
Translation:
Hymns, prayers, rituals, worship
Keep them all aside
Why sit in a corner of the temple
Where closed are the doors
Hiding by yourself in darkness
Who do you worship in private
Open your eyes and see
God has stepped out of the room
He has gone to the fields
Where the farmer plows the land
Where rocks are broken to pave roads
In toilsome effort all year long
In sun and in rain He is with all
In dust are smeared His hands
Like Him, discard your best attire
And step into the dust.
Salvation? Oh, where will you get it
Where is that liberation?
Bound is He to all
In ties to His own creation
Put aside your meditation
Keep aside the salver of flowers
Torn and disheveled be your clothes
Besmirched with soil and earth
Unite with Him in action
In streaming drops of sweat
Knowing thyself is knowing God...
Enjoy my realization in the early morning...
Here is the English translation of the song sung in the beginning of the video
Translation
My need to know myself is unending
With this each day my Lord I learn thee
Through endless cycles of life and death
At your feet, in surrender, I fall
Yet I remain forever in your thrall
I must cross each milestone in this sojourn
Time and again on this journey of life
The more I involve myself in worldly trades
The more I entwine in my dealing with you
Here goes the famous book on the Second World War - in Bengali
